he has no idea he means so much to me.
i feel awkward going to monroe for treatment bacause i know hes only an hour a way and ill be dieing to see him. and he wont feel the same way.
I see that there are still 22 members. this makes me grin a bit. i've got a new addition to this comm:
not only do you have the opportunity to post secrets anonymously, but this is also a place to vent for REAL LIFE frustrations. things that have to do with people that would have no clue how to access this comm. please, feel free to say, "FUCK HER" or "I can't take it anymore, someone please just talk to me" right here.
hopefully thoughts_secret will become somewhat therapeutic for some of you.
"You are invited to anonymously contribute a secret to a group art project. Your secret can be a regret, fear, betrayal, desire, confession, or childhood humiliation. Reveal anything -- as long as it is true and you have never shared it with anyone before. Be brief. Be legible. Be creative."
i dont know if im doing this whole thing right cause idk how the fuck communities or whatever they're called work. but here goes.
my so called best friend decided it would be better to hang out with my sister instead of me in the past month and my other best friend wont pick up the phone to talk to me when i had plans -and permission- to go visit him so ive had to make all new freinds in the past two weeks so i would have something to do on my birthday (which is tomorrow)but anyway back to the friend who likes my sister, she expects everything to be o.k. with us after she friken tells my sister everything i say and i act like nothings wrong when im around her so she doesnt know im mad but deep inside i fucking hate her. i just fucking wish i would never have to see either of their faces (my friend or my sister) ever again. ugh.
i dont know if thats really a secret or not, but i needed to put it somewhere
In true cryptogenic
"This is your opportunity post for Monday, September 19th, 2005. If you have a secret you're willing to share and wish to remain anonymous, for this day, Post it in here. No more than 3 secrets need to be divulged, and all discussion to said secret needs to remain in this post. "
This is your opportunity post for Friday, August 26nd, 2005. If you have a secret you're willing to share and wish to remain anonymous, for this day, Post it in here. No more than 3 secrets need to be divulged, and all discussion to said secret needs to remain in this post.
This is your opportunity post for Monday, August 22nd, 2005. If you have a secret you're willing to share and wish to remain anonymous, for this day, Post it in here. No more than 3 secrets need to be divulged, and all discussion to said secret needs to remain in this post. As the secrets are inserted, I will edit this post for easier viewing, i.e.: "anonymous said:"
anonymous said: everydday, i wish i could go back to high school and do it all over again. then maybe this 20-something so called exsistance wouldn't be so mundane.
Concerning this, which i've been asked many times already:
"What I don't understand is that I thought these are supposed to be anonymous, and as far as I'm aware, although one can make anonymous comments, you can't make anonymous posts. I wouldn't feel safe revealing secrets in a public forum that clearly identifies me that way."
I thought of this as I was driving home from work. Each day, i'll make a post for those who wish to be completely annonymous to post a reply in. Those posts should remain on topic, and no more than three secrets per GIVEN POST each day. Some days, if this community picks up speed, I may do more than one opportunity post. Sound good?
I miss sex that involves love.
The kind that makes you light headed and brings tears to your eyes when it's over.